It runs through my mind like a melody. He has made everything beautiful in its time. Everything. He has made it beautiful. And, there is a time.
Ecclesiastes states that there is a time for everything, and everything on earth has its special season. There is a time to be born and a time to die. There is a time to plant and a time to pull up plants. There is a time to kill and a time to heal. There is a time to destroy and a time to build. There is a time to cry and a time to laugh. There is a time to be sad and a time to dance. There is a time to throw away stones and a time to gather them. There is a time to hug and a time not to hug. There is a time to look for something and a time to stop looking for it. There is a time to keep things and a time to throw things away. There is a time to tear apart and a time to sew together. There is a time to be silent and a time to speak. There is a time to love and a time to hate. There is a time for war and a time for peace. (Ecclesiastes 3:1-8)
What season are you in? What time is it for you? Even as I revisited this scripture, I saw the times I am in. To be aware of the seasons is crucial in our lives, especially in this journey of beauty.
Due to my rushing things, I killed some things and put this journey on hold. But, due to the responses I have received, I see that God truly does have His seasons and that I didn’t fail at something, I merely paused and God has been working in the hearts and minds of you women in the moments of silence.
There is a great pain in our hearts. It is so evident in the things that have been sent to me in private and the comments posted publically. It is hard to see our beauty when the world slashes at us with their beauty knives and tell us that we could never live up to the standard they have created.
I don’t want to be a standard beauty. I want to be God’s description of beauty. He made me. With loving hands He crafted me, shaped my inward and outward parts. He made me beautiful. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, right? Who beholds us more, watches us every moment, can’t take His eyes off of us? It is in that that we discover that we truly are beautiful because He said so. Over and over and over again!
You are the most beautiful of women. Song of Songs 1:8a
My darling, you are beautiful! O, you are beautiful, and your eyes are like doves. Song of Songs 1:15
Among the young women, my darling is like a lily among thorns. Song of Songs 2:2
Show me your face, and let me hear your voice. Your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely. Song of Songs 2:14b
How beautiful you are, my darling! Oh, you are beautiful! Song of Songs 4:1a
My darling, everything about you is beautiful, and there is nothing at all wrong with you. Song of Songs 4:7
My darling, you are as beautiful as the city of Tirzah, as lovely as the city of Jerusalem, like an army flying flags. Song of Songs 6:4
You are beautiful and pleasant; my love, you are full of delights. Song of Songs 7:6
And I’m sure I missed some. The one that I placed in bold is one that thrills my heart. Imagine, you’re sitting at His feet and He’s telling you all the wonderful things you never thought of before, showing you delightful treasures your eyes have never seen before. After awhile, He grows silent and you lift your eyes to His. As you look at this wonderful Man who gave His life for you, His eyes filled with the reckless love He holds for you, you feel your heart skip a beat and you rest your head upon His knee, continuing to gaze at Him in abandon. He is amazingly perfect. So flawless, so kind, so handsome, and He loves you. He has assured you of this so many times and still never tires of telling you and showing you how much He loves you, how much you mean to Him.
A small smile touches your lips and He says, “My darling, everything about you is beautiful, and there is nothing at all wrong with you.”
You shut your eyes and allow His words to comfort you, deep down in your heart, where the wounds are deepest, where they are festering and poisoned, where they are infected and foul. It is like a fragrant balm spreading through you, soothing the pain away and healing you. Just like yesterday. Just like tomorrow.
How amazing is His love! And He insists that we see ourselves as He sees us. Beautiful. That is the purpose of this blog. That is the purpose of this journey. And, though we may hit some bumpy roads and hard days, though it will take us longer than I originally believed, by His grace and insistence, we will emerge with the beauty He created us with, the true beauty that no cosmetics, surgery, diet, hair style, or clothing could ever give to us.
The trait I chose today was hard to choose. I thought of just leaving this as an encouraging blog but I will pick a trait. I choose my voice. I know this isn’t a physical trait and I know that He revealed to me exactly how He felt about my voice early in this journey (He loves it!), but I’m choosing it because of the season.
The time has come to sing. Song of Songs 10:12b
As you will recall, in Ecclesiastes, there is a time to sing. This is the time. He made our voices beautiful and He loves for us to lift them in song. So, I choose my voice, in the realms of speaking and singing. What is your beauty trait?